Since my pursuit. By this time around, I had a sure feeling that I’d be incredible in a year’s time. I pushed and pushed and pushed. I’m back here a year later; nowhere near incredible but surely improved. I’ve become a person that I think I could be proud of if I continue putting in the efforts.
Lately I’ve become lazy. The motivation of not getting laid which worked great in the past just isn’t working for me anymore.. I think I have started to realize that maybe I want to get involved with someone. Maybe a little relationship would be good for me. I dont really want to deal with the stupid drama but it’s just something that comes with relationships. I want to be out there doing things, experiencing the exciting.
I have made many choices that took me where I am now. I like where I am and I want to do great things with my situation. I hope I get to be in a top position. I need to get higher. I need the things many only dream of. I’m not an ordinary person with an ordinary day to day life. routine is good but only if you want to get stuck.
Life is about spontaneity. I will live life as it comes. and decide life as I want. I will steer life through waves of opportunity.
I want this. more than anything I want to win. I will get there.